glimmerized's Blog

I've been busy manifesting wealth. Yep,I am an avid student and user of the laws of attraction.

I'm extremely suicidal. There's an unexplainable grieve in my heart and its more than I can endure. I keep thinking about slashing my wrists. If it weren't for my kids I'd end it all. I have absolutly no control of my emotions and thoughts. I've tried various things to ease the grief. Nothing is helping. I just want to scream! Can't stop crying. Don't want to live anymore.

Just joined today and already have 26 friends. Its a really cool car club. Its perfect for me,cuz I love beautiful cars. I customized my page and it looks awesome! I have a blog over there and can post pics. The forum is kewl. I love it over there! Right now I'm going on NFS Most Wanted to stir up trouble. Laters.

He spent the night with a friend. I'm hearing something scream out in pain outside. I can't tell if its a person or dog. I'm terrified my son may have tried to walk home and was hit by a car. He's 10 and still doesn't know how to cross the road. I told him last night not to walk home,to stay at his friend's house and let his parents take him home. If that's a dog screaming I've never heard one scream and cry like that. I'm beginning to panic. I looked outside and didn't see anything. I don't know my son's friends phone number. I may have to drive over there to make sure my son is alright. I am having a bad feeling,picking up bad vibes. I need to make sure he's alright. Now the screaming and crying could've been one of my dogs. I'll go check on them.

My mood: extremely excited
 

I picked out the one I'm buying in 3 months. She's brand new,red,with black interior.  Spent quality time checking out various cars and found my vibrational match with Cad CTS. She's so beautiful,so luxurious,and she's sporty. She's everything I want in a car.

It was funny on the Ford Lot...my 10 year old kicked the side of a mini van so hard it chipped the paint. I didn't see what happened but did hear the paint when it chipped off. My family and me hate mini vans,but no,I don't approve of abusing them,but I'd never own one or even ride in one.  I like my cars beautiful and sporty. I did fall in love with an SUV today...the brand new Ford Taurus X. That's a beautiful SUV! I can see me owning one of those.

I need a ciggy. Laters.